Emotional break downs

Lately things have been getting to me. This place of nothingness and waiting has turned me into an emotional wreck. It seems like I end up in tears at the drop of a hat. Most recently, I have been feeling like a burden (without a job all I do is take up space and demand attention). In my head, I know I will see the Boy in December, which is not too far off, but being apart is absolutely miserable. I have nothing to do all day, but think about him and miss him.

Maybe I am just hormonal, but I would certainly welcome my sanity back with open arms. The melodrama is getting a bit old.

I am so thankful the Boy is so understanding and patient, because I am sure I am not all that pleasant to talk to these days. No matter how down or pathetic I get, he listens and keeps reminding me to trust the Lord. He is really very sweet:

"You're not a lot of trouble. And even if you were, I wouldn't
care one hoot - and I would still be insanely in love with you."

If nothing else, my experience with this emotional drama, has made it clear exactly the sort of man I am going to marry- sweet, loving, patient, encouraging, the list goes on. I am very blessed to have found him, and I fully intend on keeping him. :-)