I know I complain way too much about missing the Boy, so I will try to keep this short.
One of the great things about being home is spending time with my sister, and her fiance. I see my sister's fiance all the time (Thank goodness I get along with him really well). It is so nice to see them together and to see how much they care for one another. I love seeing my sister so happy! But it is also a bit bittersweet for me.
Seeing them together, I can't help but miss the Boy. Long distance is hard. We miss out on all the everyday things; sharing meals, watching movies, going out on dates. Knowing that he is sick and in pain right now, while I am here completely useless, seems so unfair. I wish I could be there to take care of him. Especially as we look forward to marriage, it is difficult to be satisfied with a phonecall every once in a while. I want to be with him, to see him everyday, to share a life together. This stage of being apart may be coming to an end, but some days it feels like an eternity away.
I am so glad he is coming to spend Christmas with me! Only 17 more days!!
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